An NDE, a Suicide Note, and How the S Will Probably HTF in Late 2016


Is Today Your Last Chance to Pack Up and Get the Hell Out of Babylon?
I Mean Literally.
No, Really, I Mean Quit Your Career/Practice/Partnership/Livelihood, Sell Everything, and Leave.

Why Are You Scoffing?

Eight Years Ago, I Followed the Literal Voice of the Lord and Moved Out of the USA

Nearly 9 years ago, I was the happiest I had ever been career-wise throughout the preceding decade.

In 1997, I began my career journey in Information Technology with a six month contract at a major corporation whose headquarters are one of the big high rises in downtown Salt Lake City. I had already given up the dream of becoming a film maker and had just finished obtaining the necessary training and certifications for a career path that promised a whole limitless, burgeoning, lucrative world of employment opportunity: computer networking.

Ten years later — after having worked for both massive and small companies, having known the ever-present stress of literally millions of dollars of expenditure, revenue and/or payroll-in-wasted-man-hours on my shoulders on a daily basis (I’m not exaggerating: millions, daily), having endured many layoffs and extensive bouts of unemployment, and having finally come to comprehend that there is both a salary and respect ceiling offered to IT personnel, no matter how experienced or valuable — I had an all-too-painfully-gained, well-rounded perspective of “the business world.”

In late 2007, I landed what was the least stressful, best boss, best co-workers, most secure-employment, most satisfying job I’d ever had. The pay wasn’t spectacular, but everything else more than made up for it — the kind of job that’s so great, you’d practically do it for free. However, nearly two years prior, Jesus Christ spoke to me (it was His voice, not just a communication via the Holy Ghost) and told me that I am to relocate to Taiwan. I approached my (Taiwanese) wife a couple weeks later about moving to Taiwan, but she dismissed it — felt zero incentive to go. I never brought it up again. Anyway, nevermind. If Christ said I’ll go one day, then I guess it will happen when it’s supposed to happen. And here we are, two years later, no Taiwan, and I have the best — jobEVER!

January of 2008, two months into my perfect new job, out of the blue my wife says, “I feel it’s time for us to move to Taiwan. If we wait any longer, it would only get harder for [our oldest child] to become bilingual.”

If Christ had not spoken to me, I would have insisted we wait a year or two — maybe longer.

Other than abandoning that perfect job, I was prepared to do this. All the packing up/selling/leaving EVERYTHING behind (home, career, family, friends, etc) and venturing out into the great unknown and completely starting over from scratch — all of it was miraculously smooth. Nevertheless, just because we relocated to my wife’s nation of citizenship didn’t make the transition any easier; we did not rely on her family for anything other than bunking with them for a few days until we established an apartment to rent, one-hour’s-drive away from her childhood home.

It’s now 2016. I have lived in Taiwan for 8 years. Not one day, not one single moment of those entire 8 years, has the desire entered my heart to move back to the United States — and I’m far from fluent in Mandarin Chinese. (I served my mission in Hong Kong, I learned Cantonese. Linguistically, imagine that a Chinese person lived in Brazil for two years, learned competent Brazilian Portuguese, let it rust for fifteen years, then emigrated to Italy. O que você facendo qui? 媽媽咪呀!) Granted I have a Chinese wife, but we all speak English at home, and she is too busy to tutor me. My Chinese is so scatter-shot that my children laugh hysterically whenever I speak it.

For eight years, I have been incredibly blessed. I thank the Lord every single day I’m in Taiwan. In my not-so-stellar moments, I’ll regrettably bitch about petty matters here and there. Nevertheless, my love for Taiwan and its people is so profound that I’ve come to understand that the Lord has instilled a massive portion of His unfathomable love for them in my heart. It’s something I must not to think about too often, because when I do, when I sit and ponder deeply about how much I love the people of this amazing island, I will go too deep. I will collapse and burst into uncontrollable tears.

No Matter Your Current Situation, It Is NOT IMPOSSIBLE to Uproot and Change Everything Before It’s Too Late

So, why am I prattling on and on about my life story? Because you need to know that making massive life-changing decisions, selling off everything, cutting all strings, and striking out into the complete unknown — when doing so is in accordance with God’s will for you — will bring completely unforeseen and immensely rewarding blessings. First and foremost: blessings of mind and soul that you are doing exactly what God would have you do. I give you my experience because it is proof of that.

I know that I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be when the SHTF. I don’t know a whole lot more beyond that; I have only inklings of what’s to happen here in Taiwan after the SHTF. However, I KNOW I’m supposed to be RIGHT HERE.

Perhaps I’m one of the lucky ones. While I did give up everything and completely start over (in another nation, language, and culture mind you), it wasn’t nearly as great of a sacrifice as it would be for many others. Over the course of my perpetually unstable career in IT, I uprooted my family four times. With those experiences under out belts, doing it again wasn’t nearly as painful (emotionally and financially) as the first couple of times.

For someone who has long settled into a permanent home for themselves and their children and grandchildren, who has invested two decades into their community, their religious and social groups, and building up and maintaining (perhaps) a successful law firm or medical practice — not nearly so easy to do.

But NOT IMPOSSIBLE nonetheless.

The state of the entire world is now at the point where if you are not where the Lord wants you to be, it will be too late to get there. Seriously, the proverbial egg timer is down to the last fifteen seconds — you barely have enough time left to make a last-minute Hail-Mary of a major life change.

I’m going to be an asshole right now and outright confront you with the following:

Has the Lord TOLD YOU where you need to be?
He hasn’t?
Then you’re NOT where you need to be.
And you, and those who rely on you, will suffer unnecessarily and/or die because of it.

And don’t you dare assume you’ll be safe or protected just because you’re in Utah — quite the opposite, especially if you reside in the Wasatch area.

Eight Months Ago, An Uneducated 15-Year-Old Israeli Boy Had an NDE You Need to Ponder and Pray About

I’m no expert in near death experiences (NDE), I’ve never had one myself, but I’ve read a lot of published and private accounts of them, and I’ve done a fair amount of research into them.

When I watched the video below, about a month ago, I was struck to the core.

You need to watch it, too. (At minimum, you need to watch from the 27-minute mark to the end.) Download it HERE. Original source link HERE.


Extended version (full-length recording) with smaller/improved subtitles, below. Download it HERE. Original source link HERE.


I can’t do any of this justice in my own words, so I’ll present summaries done by others:

“15 year old Natan [had a] near death, out of body experience that took place on the first night of Sukkot. [He] comes from a secular background and had never learnt before in Yeshiva, nonetheless he describes from his experience exactly what is written by the prophets and in the holy books regarding the end of days. If your Hebrew is OK, you are encouraged to watch the entire video. It will shake you up. I have listed some of the main points below….

1. Natan felt extremely ill with chills and a cold feeling in his hands and legs. His body shook, hurt and he suddenly found himself hovering over his body 6 feet in the air.
2. He kept rising and rising, saw the whole earth and eventually was lead to a tunnel.
3. He saw a light that was full of love and security. He can’t properly explain how amazing this was.
[Starting at 27:30, he speaks regarding the Moshiach and Gog and Magog.]
4. The Moshiach is already here and is very well known! People will be very very surprised. [He] is a Baal Tshuva [meaning “master of return” i.e. one who has “returned” to God] who has not sinned once since his tshuva [repentance, or literally “return”]. He also helps others to be chozer b’tshuva [i.e. a returnee to the faith].
5. The war of Gog and Magog started on the 27th of Elul [the 12th month of the Jewish civil year] the 11th of September 2015, and it will get much worse in the weeks or months to come.
6. There will be a huge World War that will eventually lead the nations of the world to unite and attack Israel and Jerusalem.
7. [Natan sees who “Gog” is.] Gog is none other than… Barack Hussein Obama.
8. The whole war [against Israel] will last only about two weeks.
9. The Jews who did not keep Torah [i.e. follow the commandments of God as given to Moses] and Mitzvot [the 613 commandments given at Mount Sinai] will die. (Hashem Y’rachem [i.e. God have mercy!]). The [death toll] will be in the millions. This is in addition to the non Jews who will also perish.
10. Tzahal [IDF, The Israeli Defense Forces] will last only two days. Secular zionism (the flag, yom ha’atmaut) carries no merit.
11. Har Hazeitim [the Mount of Olives] will split into two and the Moshiach will be revealed. Moshiach will be able to sense [partly] by smell who is a real God fearing Jew and who is not.
12. Moshiach will fight against Gog and kill him. Gog will be buried in Israel.
13. During the war, two Atomic bombs will be shot at Israel and Hashem [the not-as-sacred, common reference to God] will suspend them in the air for two weeks. They will eventually fall on Tel Aviv and Haifa. Hashem Y’rachem.
14. Israel will be captured but the worthy will survive in Jerusalem.
15. The Moshiach will wear a garment that is stained in blood. The blood symbolizes all the Jews who were killed[.] kidush [sic “Kiddush”] Hashem [i.e. “sanctification of the name”]. The Moshiach will then take revenge on the nations of the world who have oppressed us throughout the years.
16. It will take a very long time to burry [sic] all the dead.
17. Only those who do real tshuva [i.e. “return” or “repentance”] will survive.
18. Those who make tshuva will inherit the highest level of heaven.
19. The Beit Hamikdash [the Temple of Jerusalem] will descend from heaven and there will be a revival of the death. (This will take time and not happen immediately).”

(From the video’s description on Youtube.)

Further input as to the timing of this boy’s NDE:

“What is very important to understand about this teenage prophet is that his near death experience and revealed prophecy occurred on September 27 of 2015, the first evening of Sukkot which is also known as the sacred Jewish Feast of Tabernacles.  That evening was also the final blood moon-supermoon of a tetrad of blood moons which occurred at the end of the Shemitah as well as at the beginning of the Biblical Shemitah Jubilee.

“Hence, the unique timing of this Hebrew prophecy cannot be overstated.  In fact, it aligns perfectly with the MOEDIM, also known as the 7 (seven) sacred signposts of divine prophecy revered within the Judaic tradition…. [T]he Feast of Tabernacles is the final one of “The 7  Prophetic Jewish Feasts”.  In other words it speaks directly to the closure that comes with the outworking of the Super Shemitah (aka the Biblical Shemitah Jubilee).

“For those who are uninitiated in this realm of the MOEDIM and Super Shemitah, it simply does not get any bigger than these in the realm of End Time prophecy and the Final Days.” (Source)

I don’t pretend to understand that second part any better than you probably do, but with all I’ve read about sacred calendars and their importance (primarily from the extensive, incredible research by John Pratt), this conclusion about the timing of this boy’s NDE makes it all the more convincing to take it seriously. (Uh… John? Care to chime in?)

Why does this matter? What is the big takeaway from all this?

It is this: If what Natan reports is correct, then Obama must be the Commander in Chief of the U.S. armed forces when Biblical-prophesied events occur. Which means one of two things:
1) What Natan witnessed will occur before Obama leaves office on January 20th, 2017 — roughly 250 days from now. …… or …….
2) Something massive will occur in America that will either: (a) prevent the Presidential elections from taking place on November 8th, 2016, or (b) prevent the President elect from taking his/her elected office on January 20th, 2017.

Either scenario would leave Obama’s administration in the White House indefinitely.

The second scenario is probably more likely: some massive event that would either suspend elections/Presidential transition and suspend Constitutional Law, leaving Obama in control, and undoubtedly enforcing federalized martial law throughout the entire nation, under the guise of solving the problem.

This is bone-chilling to me, and hopefully to you, too. It means that should this young, unassuming, uneducated young teen boy be correct, we’re completely out of time. Note that when some of the participants press him for a timeline as to when these things are to occur, Natan insists “months.” “How many years from now?” they persist. Not years, months. And very very few.

Additionally, what he witnessed is astonishingly accurate as per the scriptures, both in the Old Testament and the D&C — so much so that even Natan is taken aback when the rabbi reads the words of Ezekiel and Zechariah; he is amazed and remarks “Does it really say that in there? That’s what I saw!”

Eight Days Ago, an ICE Agent Left a Suicide Note You Need to Ponder and Pray About

At about 11 am on May 6th, an Immigration and Customs Enforcement Agent (ICE) shot himself in the head inside Pier 40 at Hudson River Park. He was rushed to the hospital in critical condition, but died of his wound.

None of these facts are contested. What’s hotly contested about this recent incident is whether or not the man actually left a suicide note.

Only one news source is reporting anything about it: an HD digital FM radio station in New York that reports “right-wing” news, called SuperStation95. They state that they have a copy of the suicide note that was on the man provided to them by sources in the NYPD. According to the article:

“After writing a lengthy suicide note exposing terrifying plans the government has for American citizens, a US Customs Agent walked onto a pier in NYC and blew his brains out. Sources inside the New York City Police Department have revealed to SuperStation95, the contents of a suicide note found on the body and they are utterly frightening.

“The note, which says it was written over the course of a full week in advance, outlines why the officer chose to shoot himself….

“The agent worked at a field office in lower Manhattan, just blocks away from the scene of the shooting….

“The person from NYPD who gave us this information did so after trying to get two other New York Media outlets, (one TV, the other a newspaper) to publish the story and was rebuked within minutes by media contacts who said “we won’t touch this with a ten foot pole.” The fact that the NYPD now claims “no note was found” does not surprise us at all; NYPD has very close ties with the feds and the feds have an intense interest in concealing or discrediting the information it contained.”

Portions from the ICE agent’s lengthy note reprinted by SuperStation95:

“The America I grew up in, and cherished, has been murdered by its own federal government. Our Constitution has become meaningless and our laws politicized so badly, they are no longer enforced except for political purposes…. Our elected officials are, to a person, utterly corrupt and completely devoid of any love or respect for the country which pays them. To them, everything is about getting and keeping power, and making illicit money from backroom deals….

“I was hired to enforce the law; to capture and deport people who come to this country against our laws. But now, if I dare to do that, I face being suspended or fired because our President refuses to faithfully execute the duties of his office. Instead, I come to work each day, and collect a paycheck twice a month, for intentionally doing little to nothing. I cannot and will not be party to this fraud; to this usurpation of the law, or to the despicable politicians betraying our nation….

“If the American people knew what this government is planning, they would rise-up and overthrow it. If I or anyone else in the federal government revealed what is coming, we would be killed anyway, so now I will reveal what I know.

“We in federal law enforcement have been drilling for several years to control riots and uprisings from a coming financial collapse and widespread bank failures. The drills involve life-sized images of American men, even women and children, whom we are told to shoot for “practice” and to “get used to it.”

“We have been told that the economy is terminally ill and will fail in 2016. We are also told the banks are all insolvent and the FDIC doesn’t have nearly enough funds to bail out depositors. We are told these events are unavoidable and it is imperative that the government survive when people rise-up over this.

“When the collapse takes place, detention camps created under the FEMA REX-84 program in the 1980’s to house illegal aliens whom we were going to deport, will instead be used to imprison American Citizens whom the government feels constitute a “threat.” American citizens will be rounded-up without warrants and imprisoned without trial for God knows how long.

“These camps have been equipped to carry out Hitler-scale killings! An actual “purge” of Americans citizens by the very government which they, themselves, created and pay for! I cannot be party to this….

“The government knows the military will rise-up to stop this, so our military is being deployed overseas, intentionally involved in foreign fights, and deliberately shrunk in size so they cannot be here or help Americans! This is why certain ammunition and weaponry has been removed from state-level National Guard Armories and over a Billion rounds of hollow point ammunition has been bought by the federal government. The states themselves have been disarmed of military-grade firepower so they cannot defend themselves from the federal activities. This is also why local police departments have been militarized and provided with armored vehicles and weapons of war….

“When the inevitable collapse begins to take place, electric power to the entire country will be shut off, as will all forms of communication. All banks will be immediately closed; no one will be able to get any money because all ATM’s will be offline. Credit, Debit and EBT cards will not function. Anyone without cash will have no way to get any. The Emergency Alert System will be used to takeover all broadcast stations and tell the public this is a result of a cyber attack.

“But while the American people patiently await things to get back to normal, the government will unleash round-ups of citizens they deem militants or dangerous. With all civilian communications out, and all TV and radio stations taken over by the Emergency Alert System, by the time word spreads of what is taking place, the government will already have the upper hand….

“Every federal prison has been outfitted with lethal gas systems. When things go bad, all prisoners in all prisons will be placed in their cells on lock-down. Prison staff will depart the facility, and a certain designated person will trigger a lethal gas system. All federal prisoners, regardless of their crime or their sentence, will be gassed to death in their cells. Once the gas clears, the dead will be removed and the prisons will then be used to house citizens who fight against the federal onslaught….

“So intent is the government to succeed they have recruited priests, rabbis and clerics from various religions to quote appropriate Scriptures about “obeying government.” They are being trained to tell people not to fight back and that their best hope is to pray….

Executive order 13603 about “National Defense Resources Preparedness.”

“This 10-page document is a blueprint for a federal takeover of the economy. Specifically, Obama’s plan involves seizing control of:
* “All commodities and products that are capable of being ingested by either human beings or animals”
* “All forms of energy”
* “All forms of civil transportation”
* “All usable water from all sources”
* “Health resources – drugs, biological products, medical devices, materials, facilities, health supplies, services and equipment”
* Forced labor (or “induction” as the executive order delicately refers to military conscription)

“Moreover, federal officials would “issue regulations to prioritize and allocate resources.”…

“We in federal law enforcement have also been told that the government has a full database of all so-called “Preppers.” Those people will be dealt with first — by armed federal agents coming to take their guns, then their food stocks, so food can be re-distributed as the government sees fit.”

Strongly left-leaning websites, such as Snopes and Rawstory, are putting out debunking articles, to which SuperStation95 defends themselves with debunkings of those debunkings. In response to the criticism they’ve received, SuperStation95 summarizes as thus:

“In closing, we at SuperStation95 work very hard to get real news that the public can make use of.  We do not filter our news based upon political correctness. The fact that went to great lengths to attack us, and now a radical left-wing cesspool like has chosen to do the same, calls to mind the saying “Thou doth protest too much.”

“This seems like an awful lot of media exposure and effort to unleash if, as these outlets claim, our facts are wrong….

“We stand-by this story and all the stories we write and hope that you, the reader, can hear the “ring of truth” in our reporting, as we continue to uncover exclusive information and report the facts.”

No matter what your take on this information is — whether you feel it’s just a bunch of recycled old-hat conspiracy rantings, whether it validates what you’ve long suspected, whether you doubt there is a suicide note and SuperStation95 is just blowing politically charged conspiracy smoke — put all that aside for a minute.

Place yourself into the shoes of the unnamed ICE official — you are 42 years old, and you have decided to take your life. You stoically clock out for lunch, and walk out of your workplace. You walk to Hudson Park, to Pier 40. You serenely take in the view (knowing it will be the last you will lay eyes on). You pull out your gun. You put it in your mouth. You take a deep breath, close your eyes, and pull the trigger. It’s over.

Would you take your life that way and not leave a suicide note? Would you take command of how your life will end, and yet have absolutely nothing to say? Would you choose to die in public, and not bother to communicate anything to anyone as to why?

As for me, I’m buying what SuperStation95 is reporting. I’m buying that an ICE agent would be driven to take his life, and in a desperate attempt to inform his fellow citizens he left a detailed note as to why he would rather die than be required to participate in the atrocities that will be shortly committed, as early as the 3rd quarter of this year.

When the Levee Breaks…

We’ve got a vivid NDE that aligns with canonized scriptures, and even highly symbolic Jewish calendar events.

We’ve got a government-insider’s suicide note that vividly confirms the absolute worst-case-scenarios of the most dooms-day-ish conspiratorial predictions that have surfaced throughout the past two decades.

And both of them (either directly or indirectly) glare at the third or fourth quarter of 2016 and say:
That’s the point of no return.
That’s the beginning of the end.
There’s no going back.
There’s nowhere to go, nowhere to run after that.
Wherever you are, whatever your state: that’s your fate.

Cryin’ won’t help ya, prayin’ won’t do ya no good
When the levee breaks, momma you got to lose.
All last night, sat on the levee and moaned
Thinkin’ ’bout my baby, and my happy home!

When that day comes, if you are not where He wants you to be, the Lord won’t hear your cries, He won’t hear your prayers.

“Abinadi… went forth among them, and began to prophesy, saying:… thus saith the Lord—Wo be unto this people, for I have seen their abominations, and their wickedness, and their whoredoms; and except they repent I will visit them in mine anger. And except they repent and turn to the Lord their God, behold, I will deliver them into the hands of their enemies; yea, and they shall be brought into bondage; and they shall be afflicted by the hand of their enemies…. and none shall deliver them, except it be the Lord the Almighty God.

“Yea, and it shall come to pass that when they shall cry unto me I will be slow to hear their cries; yea, and I will suffer them that they be smitten by their enemies. And except they repent in sackcloth and ashes, and cry mightily to the Lord their God, I will not hear their prayers, neither will I deliver them out of their afflictions; and thus saith the Lord, and thus hath he commanded me.” (Mosiah 11:20-25)

Do we have any modern-day Abinadis among us? Even perhaps asshole ones? (I’m pretty confident those wayward Nephites called Abinadi an asshole.)

Abinadis ARE Among Us

In my mind, there is one especially under-appreciated Abinadi among us: Robert Smith, the author of Teaching For Doctrines the Commandments of Men: Traditions in Modern Mormonism, and the blog Upward Thought.

If you haven’t read Teaching For Doctrines yet, make it a priority — he even offers it as a free PDF on his blog.

I’ve had some great email conversations with Robert, but for me, there’s something he wrote me that haunts me to this day and won’t let me be:

“I… have had very little success engaging crowds in Utah. The masses hate me, even in the “awake” groups, because the message I bear requires them to change. It requires them to go out of their comfort zone and witness of Christ in the LDS church, which will get them excommunicated. It requires them to take care of the wretched poor and abandon their wealth, which they hate and love respectively. It requires them to recognize and abandon the temple as a defiled construct…. It requires them to MOVE out of Utah, before they are destroyed in what is coming. When you give messages like that, no one shows up….

“I have found that people in Utah have itching ears. They will show up in hordes to have their ears tickled. They love conspiracies, shortcuts, voyeurism, and flattery. By shortcuts I mean they love to hear people teach them how they can have miracles in their lives without doing what God said they have to do. By voyeurism I mean they love to hear other people’s experiences with God that they have not had and are unwilling to have themselves. By flattery, I mean they love to hear how close to God they are despite the lack of any of the promised fruits. (Don’t get me wrong, I know a lot of good people in Utah. They are the exception.) They will probably really love your message, because it doesn’t require them to change anything. They can still do everything they are doing.”

Well, I’m going to set the record straight right now: YOU CAN’T KEEP DOING WHAT YOU ARE DOING and expect God to “have your back” once the proverbial levee breaks!

You CAN escape Babylon, TODAY.
You CAN start repenting of your worldly-mentality, your bondage of iniquity (meaning your dependent state on worldly institutions and finances), and make the choice to heed your Savior (and only Him), TODAY.
You CAN beg God to accept your sacrifice of worldly treasures that your heart clings to.
You CAN get the Lord to confirm to you WHERE YOU NEED TO BE.
You CAN get there before the S really does HTF.

But you can’t do any of this without exercising faith, making personal sacrifices, and trusting in the Lord’s guidance through the Holy Ghost.



When Suffering and Death Come, Will Yours Be for Christ’s Sake? Or Due to Your Own Lack of Repentance and Unexercised Faith?

There’s a moment from my all time favorite movie, The Thin Red Line, where the American forces break through a Japanese stronghold. As the area is secured, one of the protagonists takes a moment to mournfully look upon the face of a dead Japanese soldier. As he studies this recently-deceased young man, we hear the voice of the dead soldier talking to him:

Are you righteous?
Does your confidence lie in this?
Are you loved by all?
Know that I was, too.

Do you imagine your suffering will be any less because you love goodness? Truth?

The day of your repentance is about to pass by, followed swiftly by your destruction (and the destruction of those who rely on you).

Are you where you need to be? Spiritually? Locationally? Preparedness-wise?
Do you have the confirmation of the Holy Spirit to this end?

Even if you are sure of your spiritual and temporal status, do you imagine your suffering and loss will be any less than what the ancient Christian saints suffered? That the ancient prophets suffered?

Do you imagine your suffering will be any less because you love goodness? Truth?

Nevertheless, like apostle Paul, when the day comes that we must suffer for Christ’s sake, it will be joyous to us, not a burden, not torture. Like the ancient saints who were mauled to death or eaten alive by ferocious beasts in an arena (while perverse observers cheered), we will be singing songs of praise to our Lord and Redeemer. Should our own brethren slaughter us by the sword, burn us by fire, melt us with radioactive/microwave weapons, or perforate us to swiss cheese with machine guns, like the people of Ammon we will be shouting praises to God and forgiving our brethren as our death rattles escape us.

If we suffer and die because we have failed to embrace Christ, because we failed to leave Babylon in the ample time were given, because we were too cowardly, slothful, greedy, and/or lustful for the comforts of the world and in failing to serve our fellow men — how great will be our anguish and sorrow indeed! We will die miserably, begging God to forgive us — terrified of the judgment that awaits us on the other side.

God be praised: there’s STILL MORE TIME! But not much!

Please Don’t Let These Words Be Read Only by “Members of the Choir”

I fear I’m only preaching to the choir here — that the only ones reading this are those who’ve already humbled themselves, bitterly repented of their worldliness (especially the worldly matters, behaviors, and secular perspective that LDS culture gives a big fat unspoken rubber-stamp of approval of), exercised faith, sacrificed, and have listened to the Lord to be in their correct place.

Please, if you are a “member of the choir” reading this, I BEG YOU TO SHARE THIS BLOG ENTRY WITH YOUR LOVED ONES — the ones you fear for because they have not truly humbled themselves to the dust yet nor recognized how desperately they need to repent.

You know who they are.

To those who are not a “member of the choir” — I’M TALKING TO YOU!

If you have scoffed at, or are offended by, anything I’ve written here, then you’re no different than the Nephites that threw out and eventually murdered Abinadi.

“How dare you judge me! Who the hell do you think you are?”

I’m someone who takes whatever I dish out. I admit I’m a sinner. I admit that I still have so much to repent of. I admit that I’m an asshole.

If you can’t admit these things about yourself, then you are exactly the person I’m trying to reach in this blog entry. 

The last days are HERE. The end of what remains of Constitutional Law and protection is HERE. It’s do or die time: either DO wake up and repent in sackcloth and ashes, or suffer and DIE along with nearly everyone else.

If, by some miracle, we get past January 2017 without economic implosion, and/or some catastrophic event doesn’t plunge us into martial law, instead of mocking me and claiming that I fear-mongered a failed prediction, you can THANK GOD that He has driven the game into double-overtime and bought you a bit more time to repent.

I post this blog entry with boldness because I FEAR GOD, not you!

I fear that the message of warning and repentance from my books was not strong enough. I don’t fear your straw man retorts and epithets. I fear the hellish shit-storm you’re going to go through because of your obstinacy and unbelief.

So does the caring person who forwarded you this link.

Ten years ago, I was just like you, and I’m going to tell you exactly what I wish I could have told myself back then:
Sit down.
Shut up.
Wake up that everything about your current perspective of everything is wrong.
Realize that this is a tremendous sin — and that the definition of “sin” is “missing the mark.” It is anything that misses the mark, especially one’s mindset.
Grasp that every day you cling to your errant world-ingrained economic-socio-political-philosophical-religious mindset, you’re actually spitting in God’s face.


Please, grovel on your hands and knees before God and beg Him to talk to you. To forgive you. To comfort you. To confirm in your soul what you need to do. And to guide you to take steps to leave Babylon, whatever it may cost. Start TODAY.




7 thoughts on “An NDE, a Suicide Note, and How the S Will Probably HTF in Late 2016

  1. I finished part 1 of your book a few weeks back and I’m now about a hundred pages into part 2. Thank you for writing it and making it available. I did watch the video of Nathan and his NDE as he shared it with the rabbi and others….especially interesting when he declares Obama as Gog….at the time I wondered if Obama would no longer be in the Whitehouse but in the UN….he does seem very interested in the UN and taking power there. We shall see how things develop shortly. Thank you for the warning and call to repent….I needed to hear it this morning.

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    • Thanks, Donald. Curious thought: Obama stepping into power at the UN. But would he have the same kind/level of power as he does currently? The UN is a highly politically-charged beast with its own set of inter-nationalistic rules and occult/secret society behind-the-scenes structure — it would seem almost impossible for Obama, or any former US president, to become anything more than an advisor or VIP intermediary, like Bill Clinton or Jimmy Carter. Can’t imagine Obama being able to one day step on other UN dignitaries toes and quickly get to a point where he can start directing the UN’s military forces unilaterally and without contest from within. However, if he were to somehow suspend Constitutional Law, that would enable him to do pretty much exactly as Natan describes.

      That’s why this whole thing with Natan chills me to the bone: what he saw is only possible if Obama never leaves the White House. The only way that would happen is if the election/succession process is interrupted. That would only happen if Constitutional Law is suspended. That would only happen if a major crisis occurs that would trigger the martial law enactment provisions in place.

      I also thought: “Maybe he saw Obama as merely a symbol of the leader of the USA, but that it is actually some future president that will be Gog.” However, when it comes to seeing the future during NDEs, those that report what they see insist that it’s literal, not symbolic or figurative. They see real events, not symbolic representations of future events. I can’t help but conclude likewise with Natan’s experience. Natan is not like John the Beloved, who recorded what he was shown in figurative language.

      I’ve been researching these kinds of things for ten years now. For the first five or six of those ten years, I was an active participant in the LDS “preppers” online forum LDSAVOW. Believe me, they really get into looking for the signs of the times, they’re really into getting ready for when the SHTF. Yet, nothing I read there during that time has jolted me to the core more than the pairing up of Natan’s account and the ICE official’s suicide note.

      And to anyone who feels I’ve been over-the-top with this post, please know that my own words haunt me constantly: I CAN’T KEEP DOING WHAT I’M DOING AND EXPECT GOD TO “HAVE MY BACK.” There’s plenty that I’m still errant on myself. My own words will condemn me if I don’t fully repent of my own worldliness and iniquity.


      • Additional thoughts: (1) more and more it’s contracted privatized armed forces (who recruit militarized badasses from all over the world to do whatever ugliness they’re ordered/paid to do) doing America’s “dirty work”, then the US military (our enlisted-to-serve-the-good-of-our-country boys and girls) comes in to clean up/maintain/rebuild/get blown up by roadside bombs. (2) Is our military actually getting weakened? Or is its presence locally being decreased, and our troops being more and more moved overseas and far away from our borders (which would prevent it from returning to assist the people in overthrowing an out-of-control federal government)?

        Unsettling questions, no easy answers. Many factors at play that are very difficult to account for.

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    • On AVOW, I was (you might be able to guess by now) “dcmarkham.” In 2013 I let my membership expire, but I still highly recommend it — especially for anyone who wants to prep like a pro, and be ready for anything. Just a word of caution, though: the discussions can get pretty heated and strongly one-sided. Most have no interest in conspiracies beyond blaming everything on Leftists, and you’d better not say anything against Glenn Beck or Church leaders. My Volume I was mostly shunned and ignored, and I’m sure my name’s been mostly dragged through the mud since Volume II. I can only imagine what most of them say about Snuffer. Nevertheless, there’s no better place to both learn everything about prepping and network with die-in-the-wool incredible preppers. Lots of really good people there.


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